Today I also studied it as much as I can but I am not sure whether I did it well or not but I will my best whatever happened in the future and I will accomplished the dreams as well.
Do I have to compromise with the reality .
Always there are several stages that I have to deal with, but that is not easy thing to do . I am just always concentrate on the thing which make me to improve about by myself.
good it was good all the way that I want to be and I like to be is really good and also I don't have to think about the anything except the future and all the things that I am facing with , though someone may think that you have be more conscious about yourself but I do definitely
I did my best but bit tired of the working.
I am actually right now thinking about the future very seriously because I wanna do a lots of things and my age is becoming almost over 30 so I have to think about the future more realiatibly somebody may think that it is okay to think about the idealological way of thinking but now I have commit with the reality now
Saturday night , nothing to do except study.
But, there are a lots of things to do btw my brain is kinda have a big problem so I felt just desperation and just anger against my lack of the abilities. I just want to be a normal guy without any kinds of problems.
I did my best to accomplish today's goal but it was not enough there are so much things that I have to accomlish and I have to achieve and a lots of stuffs are still remained and I could not give up that things because I always never give up and throw away the hope that hope which make my life more fruitful and also give me a meaning to live this harsh-world.